now i'm scared to go back. it was almost bound to happen. 4 days of 9 have passed and i feel so much love. i just don't know how to direct it towards myself. i guess i have a few days to learn.
otherwise, everything is wonderful. starting with the world center, ending with israeli culture. i love it here.
and it's all watched over by the shrines and the spiritual powers of this land.

coming here is like hiding away in many ways. you forget your life, because the only thing that matters is your spiritual existence. and when you're here your own life seems just so.. not as important. and you forget it.
but in reality, it's just as important and what you do with it matters 100 times more than what you do during these 9 days. and that's the painful part. like, i actually have to figure out how to be happy and do things that make me feel proud. for real.

pics from prague.

oh well, time to sleep. friends, i love you all.